- Worried -

I received a called from brother telling me mum have to headed to hospital for operation. WHAT A SHOCKED!!!!!!! Oh gosh, my heart bump faster and faster. Can't even asleep for whole night!

Mum had a tumor in her ovaries. The doctor said it needs to cut it out for safety. So the doctor suggested mum to go operation after the checkup. Ok, I called mum that night. She told me not too worry as this is a normal and small operation. She said, it usual for a woman in their late aged. And she told me most of her friends also had this kind of lady operation, so no need to worry about. It's ok. Omg! After she said this, I really wish to back home imediately to accompany her to go thru the operation. But I can't, I need to work this SHIT Sat. Brother rushed back after work this week.

And now the operation is over and my mum is safe. Thanks for the doctor. Dad will be always accompanied her. She now rest at home. She will be fine and healtheir.

Thanks god! Bless her as much as you can!

- Movie Date -

It's another Sunday, a day out with Baby. First week after back from CNY break. I still can't accept that i was back to office. I told boo, how much i miss home and my friends. arrrgggghhhhhhh!!!!! Now i only know Baby's feeling when he leave from our met and back to work since one year ago. I really understand your feeling now baby. =)

So, regarding to my borediness and sadness, Baby took me to JB for a visits and movie. Headed to City Square after lunch, we in time to bought a movie ticket 'JUMPER' which Baby so wish to watch. Before the movie start, time for shopping. I wish to grab some of the cardigan for myself. Don't know why, it cost damn expensive even it is not in a BRAND. What la, i rather pay more a bit to buy a branded cardigan rather waste on those which is low quality but cost like bom. Headache. At last, I can't find any of my cardigan and i grabbed a bracelet in 10 mins times before we seated for our movie. * hehe *

Back to home after our dinner. It's a tiring day after the day end. =D

* JUMPER * -i give 3 star

* Simple bracelet light up my day =) *

- I Love You , My Valentine -

I had a simple but sweet valentine's..
Surprise until i am speechless..
Nothing more I can say..
Just a kiss and a hug can say it all..
I Love You, honey..
Thanks for the hard work and surprise..
Thanks for everything..
I am happy enough =D
Glad to have you in my life.....

* Candid *

* Baby *

* Muh grill sour source with vege and rice *

* Baby fried fish serves with french fries *

* Gift from the meal- Cupid Strikes chocs *

* The only pic of the night-Baby n I *

* One for you, One for me =) *

* Muh present *

* Thanks Baby for the surprise *

* No words can describe *

* I am Happy *

- Happy Chinese Rat Year -

Went thru a busy and enjoy holidays, now i can sit back and relax to tell you my CNY at hometown. Well, while im on he way back to Bidor from Sgp, i am damn excited and i can't sleep at all.. Looking forwards to see muh beloved ones is such kinda nervous since i never meet them for such a time. Reach home on lunar 29 (mean nin 29 morning).. finally met them, laugh laugh and laugh ( on me and on them ) chat chat and chat among us once we met. It's such...... a warmest thing in the world =)

Coming into a night out with my buddies and biatches. Yum-cha-ing at mamak. Met so many bunches of long time never seen friends. Chat never end! One word, happy sincerely coming from the heart!

* night out on nin 29 *

CNY day 1, im sick of my fat bro!! dur. wake me up at 10am (keep pulling my blanket and pillow as well) as i just slept at 5am at nite!! nite or morning? uh..hmm.. went to home and home visited. hahaha.. not a bad day out. i got a lots of angpau. hohoho. XD Night, yum-cha-ing at another mamak with buddies and new year game- GAMBLE!!!!!! I lost almost hundred and muh baby lost almost 300 at the same night same place same ppeeppoollll. X( Thanks to the winner Mr Goh and all MR & MISS DOGs!!

* happy family- my everything and my beloved ones *

* first day out *

Dinner night with buddies at chor 2. Nothing special, just an ordinary dinner at one of the restaurant at muh hometown as what we discuss before CNY. =) Great dinner thou *hehehe* Glad to see you Vinxen. For those who *fly aeroplane* please make sure will attend in our next DINNER, thank Q thank Q!! isksisk . As usual , new year GAMES continued our night!! hehe ( im gonna grab back muh money as how much i lost ) sadz.... =(

* meng.kun.l.yee.zhen *

* girlies-after dinner *

* yee.zhen*

* presents for swapped =)*

* this what i got- it's cute *

* champaign time *

* GAMBLE GAMBLE GAMBLE *

* i lost *

Kampar visit on chor 3 as nothing to do at Bidor. Finally I met Edmund- who i knew for 3 years and this was our 1st time met. What a surprise!! Main purpose is my chicks! haha, happy to see you gurl. Love you Eva. You look gorgeous day by day =) And also Mr loh- ah loh, you fat jor wor. hahaha ;P Glad to met you all.

* Edmund and i *

* eva. edmund.me.ah loh *

Well, after a busy week. Time for get back to muh working life. This is the sadest thing i cant accept. Leave my beloved land and beloved ones is like meaningless for me. =( I will looking forward into our next Chinese New Year!!! Uh.. hmm.. not early geh la, it coming so soon!! Trust me!! Its so soon!! =D


Lastly, wish you all also been enjoyed and had a very happy this Chinese New Year!! Good night readers!!!

- Gong Hei Fatt Choy -

Well, erm.. not much to say. Just wana say GONG XI FA CAI EVERYONE!! Guess what!?? Yea, i've already back to hometown.. Have a great time here * hehehe * Helping my mum preparing the some CNY stuffs and decorating my house. It's been a tiring day thou but quite long time didn't get muhself SO enjoy. =)

Tonite is the time to meet up my biatches and buddies . Let's yelled! AHAA.. Some of them still stuck on the road. LOL. Wish them have a save journey home. Gonna rock my a*s tonite with you guys tonite. Gosh! can't wait d!! ;P

Uh..hmm.. mum called! Time for the lunch. So, wish you guys really enjoy yourself on this special holidays with your loves one. Once again. Have a very prosperous Chinese New Year!! XD

- Celeb * RAT * ion -

Muh invitation to the CNY dinner on the second day of the Lunar New Year. eeehhehhee.. =) Can't wait for that!! We had been planning it since last year on how to celebs our own year of RAT! I am crazy to know about it. LOL * haha * We make it quite glamourous this year. Our TOP freelance graphic designer UH..HMM.. Mr Goh will volunteered himself to designed our logo of the year. hoho Planning to have a card invitation for eveyone who able to attend for the dinner *I think no need la wei.. it just so LAME* hehe Come another activities, we SWAP the presents!! ( seems this is the X'mas dinner) NONONO it is not. We will having a great gathering this year!!

* here's the logo ofthe year *


* Rat *


* Our Menu *

Enjoy, readers!

- Satisfaction . Fun . Great!! -

Scream..!!! Chinese New Year is approach!! So into holidays mood now. and i bet so do you aite? *haha* Okay, I've been so mad about my office Apple since its make me so GERAM coz dont know what happened into it until made me can't even write in my blog! * iskisk * Until I need to save it in muh Hotmail drafts. What the hecks! *ooppss, sorry, no foul words on Chinese New Year * hehehe

Yeah! Just finished bought my CNY stuffs. Spent these few weeks to search for my assets. Oh well, it's been SO grateful that my shopping kaki willing to walk with me even they buy nothing while Im grabbing like FOC! (free of charge) hoho.. =) What What What?? Everyone knows im shopaholic! Even I cant help myself from rushing to the mall every week. No one can stop me from that even muh baby! NO WAY!! * im having a big fight with him lately but now is ok d * =( I hope it wont happen again Baby! I had a great day thou. eheh.

Back on the spot! Can't wait to meet muh biatches and buddies at hometown. Miss'em lots. It's like such a decade i never meet them. I know it sure a great time when we gather soon and later. Don't leave me behind guys. HAHA .. Uh hmm.. Gosh! I really can't wait to leave Singapore!! =( And I swear!! I will go KAMPAR to find my chick when i get the car!!! * Eva, listen up! Don't blame me if I cant get any of the transport flying there OK * eeeehhhheeee

eeehehehhe.. well, these are the thingys i carried away from the bussiness land. And some can't show it here coz no time snap it! LOL.. wink wink ^^

* ta da *

* F-I-R-S-T D-A-Y*

* s-e-c-o-n-d D-A-Y *

* t-h-i-r-d D-A-Y *

* fourth D-A-Y-tis one kill my soul, love it so much * ;P

* f-i-r-t-h D-a-y *

* s-i-x-t-h D-a-y * {the handbag nice? } love this too =)

- GOOD Ending? -

Erm.. Not a happy ending by the way. Yea, tuck and i reunited again. He called and we had dinner together.

Pampered? No. Persuade? No. Exaggarate? A bit. Happy? Not really. Sad? Most. Pain? Dissapeared. Hurt? Loads. Chatting? For sure. Eye-sight? Yea, he did it on me while i dont. Touch? Uh..hmmm. Desperate? Sure. Argueing? Yes, we did it again on the same matter. Cold? A while. Warm? After all. =)

Can you promise me not to did it to me again baby? I really felt uneasy without seeing you these few days. Kinda sad. Please say NO to FIGHT!!! I know you won't make it the second time aren't you? :(

* Sorry readers, I promise used to blog here only when i am willing to shared my happiness but I can't help to keep posting my unpleasant memories inside here. Coz I really need to saying it out about what i feel right now. While this is my best companion to talk with. *

- Mr Right? -

Oh dear, its been 3 days I never speak to my Baby, what happened? Even he called I have no courage to answer. Because he had been hurt me so deep. I don't know what should I do? I am now full of sadness and disappointment. Sounds weird aite? =(

As usual, after one day of the arguement, my Baby sure will come back to me but this time is different, am I wrong?? No no no. I am definitely SO RIGHT! Moody and weakend whole day these days. Not feel to do anything else other than lying on the bed waiting for the sun dawn. But i stil have to work! Feeling depressed everyday woke up. Will he knows? Will he cares? I've been questioning myself every morning! Stupid me. aarrgghhhhh!

These few days, i was having no breakfast, had my dinner alone and watching TV alone. Kind a hard-take-feelings.. Not a very good try! I had try to pick my phone up and msg-ing him to tell him that I miss him a lots but i didn't at last. Not even miss called him. I really MISS you Baby. :'(

Whose the Fault's??? Whose the problem?? Whose the sufferer?? Whose the hurt-est? And whose the sadnest?? Him?? Me??? I don't dare to know.


I miss you!!

- Tears . Pain -

A silent night.. alone could kill somebody..

Why you have to did this to me?
Why you hurt me so deep?
Why you don't give me hug?
Why you still feel so happy?
Why can't you find me and persuade me?
Why don't you listen to me?
Why you can't hear my voice?

And.. Why should I still treat you good?

I cry, I ask and I swear..

Tears will never be my companion anymore..
Pain will never stop my breath..

Silent doesn't mean i don care..

Im missing you so much deep inside my heart!
I know you will never know that.. And thats why you don care!