Last post!

hello everyone..
just want to inform whoever pass by my blog..
that..
this is my last post..

And
I definitely will come back in action again!!
A newly turnover me is release so soon..
you guys must be ask..
'huh, wat happened?'
'why want to turnover'
hahaha..
Everything is FINE here! I just want to makes everything settle down..
and im just too lazy and cant work out my ass off to typing in front of the screen..
as i'm over exciting for some changes in my life soon.

Don't worry. I will back in action i promise!
till then..

ta!

LOL

Whoot~!!

hahhahaha.. I going to get tan this weekend.

And I'm goign to shoot shoot shoot and shoot!

hehehehe...

wah.... so many things to do. Still got 3 more hours..

Say hello to the sun. kissing my ass with water. hugging the sands!!!!

It's beach people!

Yes. Celebrating friend's baby fullmoon party. We rent a chalet near the beach.

BBQ, Cycling, Volleyball, swimming. etc etc.

I can't wait!!

>.<

Will have a very super LOL weekend.

:D

Feel so exciting now! Gosh.

erm... till then.. no picture. I really very hate myself not to take picture when i was outing.

Cos i'm lazy!! haiz.. in the end. there is nothing in returns.

But..

from now on. i swear, i will take more n more pictures whenever im outing.

everywhere, anytime

i will not leave my camera at home.

NEVER!!!

can't wait anymore. shoot shoot shoot!

A very lazy Saturday

It's Saturday peeps..
And why am I feeling not excited?
Feel moody as the sky like now.
Dark cloud, cold wind, and busy street.
Stress.
=(

Alright, im working today!
I always persuade myself not to complaint so much of the work time.
bla bla bla..
but it's really a very lazy Saturday when people are still in their dream while you wake up so early because of going to work?
This is Shit man!!
haiz..........

Anyway, I'm going to JB later to enjoy my nasi lemak and xi mat nai cha
at OLD TOWN with my babe, Connie.
Long time didn't chilling out with her since ever don;t know when...
It's good sometimes to having a heart talk with the closest one
when you are in the good mood.

I think im going to finish my work first before 1pm.
Till then

ta!

:(

Why must him always like to get mad?
why must him always hurt me?
why must him always don't think before act?
why must him never understand my feelings?
why..
why..
why...

These whole "why" make me can't even fall asleep.
i shall think, can we go on like this?
can we have a good future?
can we make happiness?

the answer now in my head is DON'T KNOW!!
If i can choose, i will never choose him.
OR..
Shall say, I should thanked him for these dayss...

My baby boo is getting matured.
Happy.
As you can see in this pictures.

I love his apparel.


Want to tell you..
no matter how or what will happen in the next future,
I will always support and love you as much as i do.

I may not say you are the best boyfriend ever
but..
For now, you are the best boyfriend in the entire world.

Mind me. Love you..
as always...

je tai'me baby.

August Birthday bash

Alright alright! I know i was late to update this post.

but.. who cares.. as long as i enjoy it.
muahahahaha..

Here you goes. Connie birthday 3rd Aug 2009 celebration.
Not planning to make it happened. So we decided headed to MOF
for Japanese meal, we love the food there. Located at Bugis.
The environment and food not up to 5/5 but at least met our satisfaction.
hehe :)

Bought a little pressie to her that day,
a bracelet and a pair of ear ring, come in pair.. and it's cheap
due to the sales they having.
Not least, i also bought a pair of rose shape ear ring for myself.


Carrie and Connie-the birtday girl

please welcome our new member. Ah miao.

girls.

This cake sucks. =(


The cake and the birthday girl.

make wishes :)

haha, blow the candles. cute

cut the cake




we end the night with lots of joy and laugher.
Have a great and fun night..
May this simple celebration made her day.

that's the end.

ta!

Shock!

Super duper moody!
Just got a bad news from my best friend. She gonna leave soon. Still so far to leave the earth yet.
I mean she gonna go back Malaysia and work.

Im going to moody to death. Dying soon. =(

It's good for a new start

Actually, I was wanted to blog this few days ago but...
unfortunately I don't know why all the text fonts and buttons gone whenever
i click to this page. But lucky, it was now all show in front of my eyes now.
Can blog what I wanted to say these few days.

When it comes to mind, I realized I can't even think of a word to say. Errmm.. :S
Well well, all i wanted to tell is i love my job.
And i really do!
Feels like i found a place that suit me well..
Love my colleagues, love my bosses, love my office.
Everything is better now! Feel relief! :)

It's a very good start for me where my boss offer me a brand manger as my designation and yes, it written on my pass. Exaggerate no?
A big NO NO.
It was totally wrong to describe me.
I am upgrading myself to achieve of what i dream of.
So, who of you who think I am a materialstic girl, do think wise before you talk to me. kay!
hmmpph..

Im going to work my ass off these few years and hopefully i can earn alot alot..
Few more months to go, my baby graduate and looking for a new job with higher income.
And..
Here we build our own family then. No jokes man! I am ready to this.
Planning all these.
Buying house, my own car and looking forward to own a business.
I am serious! Please mind me. Heehee..

So...
just give myself a 2 years time kay, to prove it to you!
Haha..
Please don't challenge me rite!

End.

Lastly, happy 1 week anniversary to myself! Guess what. I start my new job 1 week already. Happy! I can stay with my boo again. Nothing can divided us again. LOL

ta!

With miss..

Im gonna miss my baby this time damn much!
Going back home for about a week..
Siens sei my baby lor.. :(

Happy..
Can meet my family again..
i think the most happiest thing is my parents.

Hahahaa..
Gotta pack my final things.

Love you Baby! :)
xoxoxo

Everything going smooth!

ta!

Too.. much?

I am too lazy for everything.
tooo..
lazy...
Found a job, and not yet ask me when gonna start work. Low motivate already.
Said..
Will call me in few days time.
but...
no news...
might be ffk.. =.=

And..
now that. make me so worries. so lazy..
for everything...
even blog, msn, do portfolio.. etc etc..

When I was about got mood to do some shooting. Loaded the films and gonna start to BURN the films.. Here comes the RAIN! gosh~ damn bad luck!
How come??

haiz. seems everything doesn't work!

What a day! Hope the new boss faster call me to start work la. dur... =(

Pictures pictures

The brand old me is back!
nah...
the old me. but i like the old old me le. this time re-bond not so successful.
my head look so 'pian' :(
i miss the zig-zag one as the pics i posted in the last post.

need to wait few more weeks to get it normal back.
can't wait for my hair to get more longer so i can perm it into big big curl.
see how la.
sigh~ i wish to grow more hair weikss..

let see how 'pian' are my new re-bonding hair.

Surprised!

Hey, the brand old me is back!

Hellooo..

Hahahaha..

Okay, slap me if you can. Syok-sendiri.

XD

Apple

I want to buy a lappie.
I want MAC.
I want I want I want....
Want it so badly..
I can do my design there, and it's cool.
Gonna buy a new lappie, but baby said will get the normal brand one.
either Acer, Dell, Toshiba, or Compaq.

sad-nya

I WANY IMAC DARLING!!

:(

Untitled

What's the titled should I put since I am not able to find even a word can describe my feeling now. So emo, sad, stress, demotivated, lost, tired and many many negatives thinking right now! :(

How?
How am I gonna tell you all what i am facing now! How am I gonna tell you all the trouble i got now!! I don't where to start!! I really so damn scared that I can't find a job here. And then I need to separate with my baby boo again for how many years?
I don't want to get into long relationship again. :(
It's been 3 years i can't see my baby since I started dated with him. Will it happened to me again? Okay, let me stated clearer, I am now in Singapore and now jobless. You see! How much worry I am now for can't get any new job for me. Thanks to OG, the fuckiest company I had before this. I was so damn angry with them who back stabbed me against the work i've done.


SO WORRY AND SO WORRY ANS SO WORRY!! :'(
I need a job please....

* So moody * took when I was just after interview. Hee..

* but I know sure these day will end. I mean, tomorrow is better, will get the job soon ^^ *

Is Back!!

Well,
it's been so long i have my hair short. Since May 2008 till now.
And yesh! My long hair is back!!
Happy news to telling.
I am going to re-bond my hair soon don't need to wait it till few more months i guess. I've been so craving for my past of my long straight hair in UNI's life.
I miss those ME!! I miss wearing a cap with my shiny long hair walking to the class everyday!
I miss it! I miss it!!


The me when i was just re-bonding my hair.



Luckily I didn't throw all the caps since after i cut my hair short!
Still keep nicely in my wardrobe. Heehee..
And
After today! I can wear it again! Gonna buy more and more caps for collection.
Can't wait to do it! My hairstylist sifu said have to wait 2 more weeks.
And then, I got my hair back!
HAPPY!! :D

Let see the old me with my lovely hair.

I love my fringe!! >.<

I can't wait to get my new hairdo.
Just can't wait!!! :D
Will be right back to show you my straight hair!

ta!

Moi Birthday

Thank you darling for the celebration. Err.. Can say no celebration. Haa..
Because, I request to be simple and rest at home as I was no mood in this birthday celebration.

I thought i said simple and rest at home, he really did nothing at all.
What a surprise cake i had.
Thanks honey for the wish. :)
And...
I love the cake!! It's a Chocolate Truffles!
You made my day!
xoxoxo

My first birthday bash

Thank you gals for the surprise dinner. Haha. I love the cake! ;) Let see the pictures. LOL

*Lim&Cat*

*Cecilia&Cat*

*Me&Lim*

*Cat posing with the salad. Haha*

*Cecilia, thinking of how to reply Cat. Funny emotion lo.. Like this pics leh..*

*Moi with my spaggethi chizo*

*puit*

*Yeah! My birthday cake!! SO cute, yummy!*

*I wish I can get the job as soon as possible! *

*Attacked the cake.. HUAHAHAHA.*

Merci beaucoup

So, if you guys noticed bout my previous post. I lost my job for about 1 week time. Throughout all this period. Many of my friend from known to unknown. From close to unclosed. From darling to honey. All of this way, they are so supportive. Some of them even help me to look for a job and persuade me whenever my mood is down- I can say my mood is everyday going down till now. Can't deny, everyone of you if you gone through my case. I bet, you are the same way as mine.

I am here to thank one by one of you. Let see the lists.

Me: I'm jobless honey. =(
My baby: Are you serious? Ohh..Come' on. (He hug me tight and kiss my forehead when i was about to cry. He is the best boyfriend ever in the entire world. Showering me his love and care as always, needless to say in this suckiest period now!)

Me: Ah mi, I jobless again.
Ah Mi: Har! Oh dear, sorry to hear that! Mmmm gen yiu la, dong ka mm ta, ta sai ka lor. Soh nui lei geh, man man wen lor! *she end this words with laugh* ( When i heard her laugh, my tears started to drop. And then i holded it. I reply to her " hailo, ngo yat ding wen dou geh, haha " Family is the big support for me! So happy to heard from them. XD)

So far, i was put my title in my FaceBook, MSN, or blog with " any job recommended? " There comes the supporters. Just list out some.

Ah Eva: Sure can find one! Don't worry. Add oil ya~ :)

Connie: Slow slow find lo, Sure can one! Good luck!

Cat: Oh dear, gambateh! You sure can find a better new one out there! :D

Duncan: (He put it in his msn title) Hope scJ get it soon!!! (Thanks darling, for your kind words! So touch =])

Kee: Jane, u ok not? If not, come out dinner. I can keep you companion. Treat u big dinner. HAHA. Don't so sad. Sure can get one!

小雯: Come out dinner on tues or thurs! We celebrate your birthday! Don't think of bad things! Hehe.. (If she didn't mentioned of my birthday is coming, I totally forgot :S thanks girl)

снου, ѕειнαο: I will send you a sms later. Check it out! (Thanks buddy for your kindness-he send me his job searched he found in the jobstreet for me to send out my resume. Few some more. Really thanks a lots bud.)


Here was the few of the supporters, for the rest i didn't mentioned here do not mean I didn't appreciated your kindness. It is just because there is too many of you who care about me. Can't list it now. I really thanks and appreciate a lots for all your care and sharing! When i say REALLY, I do meant it! :D


I am so thankful!!


ta!

The man i love

Thank you Baby for your fully support. Thank you for your kisses every morning before you go to work. Thank you for showering me your love and care through this suckiest time in my life instead of scolding me for not done my good job. Thank you for your everything.

xoxo
Love you! ♥

An early birthday gift from ex-boss

It's Tuesday. It's a very unbelievable day for me ever. A surprise from my boss. Let's go through the conversation and you will know what the heck is going on.

The clock strike into 11am and by that time, I've been prepared my work to show her(my boss) when the time she stepped in. Okay, before i can see her, her voice already sounds like half-dead man yelling for help. Mean loud and terrible. Before i turn my head for her, she already the first called my name.

Boss: Jane, come here.
Me: Okay (without no doubt, she sure showed me something that she wanted me to do)
Boss: How long have you been here?
Me: (Answer with happily) Erm.. Almost 2 and half months.
Boss: How do you feel bout working here so far?
Me: I feel still ok, can handle most of the things so far, and started to adapt already.
Boss: But, I don't think you can. You know, when i was interviewed you, you gave me a feel that you are so creative and now that I can't see any creative side on you.

Okay, let me explained why she said so.
From the first day I came, there is nobody who care about me, nobody even gave me a job to do, I was like sat at my seats about 2 weeks with done nothing. The third week, i started to yelled at my others colleagues(same graphics department), and i begged them to give me something for me to do. They did gave me things to do which are sign age (price label), shopping paper bag(just change the color), an interior and exhibition design( which are for display in the shopping mall), erm.. okay, that's it! So called, the shits they gave me is the worst things i done so far in my designer line.

So lets count for me, I've done 3 things in 2 months so far. Why the heck she said me that she can't see my creative side? For those who really know design.. Halloo, do you mean you gave me some shits and rubbish which standard one can do job for me to do, you can see a creative side of me? Please god, take my life if you agree with that!

And now, it made me confuse which is creative and which is not for her. Damnit! Oh please, you old woman, please search more website out there to see which one is real creative and which is real trendy now! Oooppsss, maybe for your old 70's thinking is forever lame, no wonder your mall is forever outdated!!!! Still, she said she want it to be like TAKASHIMAYA mall (Singapore). Before you want to be a king, first of all, you need to follow what king lifestyle had. If not, pissed off!!

Let's continued what the end of the conversation.

Me: huh? what do you mean? (with full of curiosity why she talked like that to me)
Boss: Because I found you didn't done something creative that I wanted. And your process is too slow. I think we don't need you to be here since you are not qualify to take over our job.
Me: So, do you mean today is my last day or what? (fuck you! please mind your words before you say this shit to me as I didn't do anything at all yet, don't have any chances to presents my creativity)
Boss: You can leave now or you can stay till end of the day today but we still pay you one more day money.

Without saying anything, I just walked away and grabbed my things leave her face! So, mean..that's it! I am jobless now! :(

Behind the scene, someone told me someone stabbed my back, and who they are, they really sure to know what they are doing. Thank you for stabbed my back for like you wish to. And congratulations that your wish come true! :) So, please keep for being who you are for the rest of your life. And let see, what is the karma you get! Whatever it is, I am happy for you.

This is an early birthday gift form my boss. Surprise? HAHA. Till now, I was like dreaming. Yea, bad dream. I got my lessons, you can't be a kind girl. You have to be more evil than who are evil. But i'm such an idiot to learn this evil. Sorry, I can't do it as god sent me here to be a good girl. Aren't I? Oh ya, am I telling you some good stuffs i did in my ex-company? I gained 4 good friends. Don't know why, wherever new place i go, i gained good friends. Happy! That's it! :D


ta!

Can I have this for my month?

* small polo ralph lauren tote sale price: USD279 *

* Burberry Spring collection canvas tote (the price please find out yourself)
BUT
it's too bad this model is for Spring 2007 collection. Now no more. SAD! *

* Can I have either one of this 3 Tiffany & Co charm bracelets baby? Can? :) *



* Currently these heels stole my heart! Gonna get one kind of these heels. Adore it so much! Can I get one using your card darling? hehe *

Another K-session..

Too lazy to elaborate. So, let see the pictures. HAHA. The very first time k-session with my new colleagues. hehe.. And i got a it tipsy after a few slot of absolute. :D

The particpants: Eileen, Hyman, Steve and me!!