the me

HEART

2011-01-20T21:36:00.003+08:00

I miss my little red ribbon flats shoes..
It was only cost ten bucks...
It was super duper comfy and lovely and cute...

And it was stolen on September at my lovely hometown...

I miss it very much... T.T

X'mas

2010-12-23T19:42:00.002+08:00

It's going to have a different one.. Time flies..
Everything changed! People around did too!
Alone this Christmas.. i guess..
Present? Don't think so much..
Get it one for myself-self... No hope on others..
Useless... =(

**************************

It's time to reconsider...
On what?
Everything... my life!

Merry X'mas everyone..

Randomness

2010-11-28T18:57:00.002+08:00

Great Weekend @ Hometown

2010-11-12T09:52:00.011+08:00

Hi November.. Good to see you here.. =)

Time flies as 2 more months to go will be a brand new year of 2011!
Celebrate it? No? hmm.. let see..

Alright! It's Saturday people.. As usual, blog at office.. hee.. The story was it happened last weekend which is my long weekend stay at my beloved hometown-Bidor.. A place full of nicest foods and full of people love! Went back on Thursday night, 2 besties of mine joined me in my hometown all the way from KL.. How lovely.. it's always great to have fun with them all day long accompanied by chatting and kepo-ing each others life.. LOVE! Catch up some others news and jokes all around..

No doubt, my dear have fun with them too.. =)

Mee mee.. the sexy girl.. haha.. enjoying the super yummy kon lou min on earth!

This is the super yummy kon lou min on earth that i mentioned.. Love it to death! A must eat whenever i back to Bidor.. <3

And Aiwen.. Waiting for the food to come.. She look sleepy .. hehe

My Favorite too~! Cam-Bing! <3 <3

Me & Mee Mee.. Sigh~ Don't have one complete 3 of us pics.. >.< No worries.. next time k.. Please ignore my super messy hair and the dress up.. It's my pajamas @@" and it just after bath.. oppss.. ^_^

Went to Ipoh, Mee Mee hometown for a super yummy Egg Tart and Old Town White Coffe.. Fall in love with it aldready..

Visited Mee Mee's house and baby Lynette.. Super adorable.. OMG~ I feel like wan to have one girl soon.. haha..

That's all for now.. =D

****************

Hmm.. many things bother in me recently... But i know i can overcome it! I wish everything will be smooth and it will be successful.. The Desire in me is going up to 101% now! But I can;t do anything without money! So, I need to earn and SAVE more more and more money from now on.. I will.. Can do it!

Oh ya, before i off.. Let see the picture of mine and my dear.. You know.. Nicest picture save for the last.. Enjoy!!

Me

My dear.. Hehe.. Show his back only. You know la.. He don't like show his face! @.@

Till then,
ta!
And have a restless weekend friends..

It's animal time

2010-10-30T09:59:00.007+08:00

Happened on last weekends.. 4 of us got the urge went to the Singapore Zoo.. It was about planning it since a month ago, but unfortunately it's my fault coz i got work on alternate Saturday and can't make it the date we were planned..

Finally, we made it on that weekend.. With free admission from Leong Pak company membership card.. Why not? have a visit at the animal planet where we seldom see those animal in wild.. hehe

Woke up so early for like 7am and get train to Marsilling MRT station wait for them.. The whole journey and visited start from 10am and ended at 4.30pm.. Tiring but fun! <3

happy us just start the walked in the zoo.. darling, me, leong pak and his gf -ah peng

darling & me

muacks <3>

walking under the sun & it's hot!! what a super sunny hot wheather.. >___<>

Forgot what its called.. I bet if you guys watch The Lion King cartoon.. it's found inside..

We are shooting the the birds behind us.. Can you see? =)

Don't know why i'm super excited when i saw this big tortoise and quickly ask my boy to take a pictures..

This is the real one.. Real Big!

Buaya in Malay, Crocodile in English.. Somehow, i can't see many of them.. But i saw the HUGE one.. HUGE! inside the aquarium..
And i thought is a crocodile statue before i saw it moving its tail..

muahhahahahhaa

It's the end of the visit! ;)

Good bye zoo. Goodbye animal.

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Alright, hope you all enjoying it..
it's freaking lazy recently.. and a busy weekdays in office.. Xmas is coming soon, alot of preparations materials needs to do.. gosh.. anyway, its Saturday now! who cares?!

That's what i do now, blogging here.. hehe..

A super vain pictures that i took when i was photo-shooting session.. lol
I know its ROUND. I mean the chocolate candy and my FACE! =(

Have a great weekend peeps! ^__^

ta!

H.E.A.D.E.R

2010-10-04T10:48:00.002+08:00

Wonder...

What's for my blog header?

Erm...
Crack my brain again this time..
You know, a super duper lazy designer like me.. and old lady..
haha...

Not much creative idea already..

LoL

Give me some suggestions god!! >.<
It's Monday people, super duper lazy one!

Have a great and a good start ahead peeps..

=)

Great time with the loves ❤

2010-10-03T14:24:00.009+08:00

Saturday..

Had a great time with my hamster zai and of coz with my dear..
Woke up 12pm.. It's always blessed when you can wake up by the time the sunshine burn your ass.. haha.. Okay, i'm not working this weekend..

Once i stepped out of my room door, immediately i run to the hamsters zai.. don't ask me why, coz i used to it already everyday! yes, is everyday.. think, i must miss them too much and love to play with them. hehhehe..

First thought in my mind, i have to bath them today no mater what, they are just too dirty and smelly.. So, i told my dear, i want to bath them later after lunch..

And here you go, when they are in wet!!

Wet wet.. i know they look ugly when they are wet.
But.. they enjoy sun-bathing...

After an hour..

They become the happiest animal in the world.. You see, they look fluffy and cute!! And, they smell good, well good.. haha <3

Happy me! After that, headed to prawn fishing..

Darling and me..

Love this floral short pant to death.. Newly bought and wear for the first time..
^____^

And then,
our Saturday called it a day..

Oh ya, bought a red wine, and gonna sip it now!

till then,

nite people.. ta!

It's the same old me.. yeah!

2010-09-30T14:02:00.007+08:00

Alright peeps.. Since i have no mood to get my ass of on my work.. im gonna work my ass off in my page right here.. yes, here in blogger! hehe

From my "Last Post!" title, i told that i got some changes in my life soon right?!

Firstly...
That is i'm moving to the new house back in a year i guess! A lot of packing and unpacking need to settled. Don't misunderstood, it's not my own house, it's family house.
And then.. L.A.Z.Y is the best word!
i'm a lazy pig! Or whoever kick my ass to work, I'm still lying there without moving! Really! I don't lie.. Just too lazy~!! Guess.. I need to throw away my bad habit!.. Give me some time.. Haha.. You know? Its a long term investment on me who wanna get me to turn like a hardworking ants. Opppsss.. hahaha..
So, it took me like half year to finish my unpacking boxes and decoration my own room..
As, i'm off to Singapore and then back to hometown.. On and off.. for the sakes of my baby! You know that! ^___^

So, secondly..
That year become my 'black' year! Everything doesn't go smooth! Needless to say, it's my career.. the most effective one! I changed for like 3 times job a year! You know! Mum said, my "yan yuen" (relationship between human) not very good! It's make me very very sad and emo because of this..
But..
i'm a lucky girl, you know! Whenever i fall down, there always one person here to take care of me! Needless to say again.. It's my Darling! Love you baby! And.. of coz my supportive and warmest family! <3

Erm, yah!
That's my disappeared-for-1-year-story.. Now, i'm doing very good here with my beloved darling and my pets-hamster zai. hehe.. Everything have been settled down.. I got my new job! Super great one! Where i work almost half year.. My family have new house to stay after the rumors about my ex-house at my hometown! We are happy!

I got my beloved darling and my cute pet- hamster zai.. I feel..
I'm the luckiest and happiest girl on earth!
I feel blessed!
^____^

Took this right after i write my story! Haha.. In the office!

Hugs & Kisses..

ta!

Wish to get one...

2010-09-30T11:11:00.003+08:00

I want this!

This will be fun!

Actually wanted this for a long time, but haven't own it yet~!
Ok, gonna get this hopefully by this week. hehe..

Instax mini 7s in white..

Got Hello Kitty some more.. >.<
I want!!

How nice i can bring along this whenever i go, capture everything, anything!
Especially when you are on holiday or a vacation in somewhere else..

Or.. a special day? My wedding.. <3

^___^

Show you guys when i get the first capture!

ta!

First Diary Start

2010-09-29T12:26:00.001+08:00

Yah, right!
Just for fun and testing to post after a year of abandoned profile page of me..
Enjoy! :)

Last post!

2009-10-13T12:52:00.000+08:00

hello everyone..
just want to inform whoever pass by my blog..
that..
this is my last post..

And
I definitely will come back in action again!!
A newly turnover me is release so soon..
you guys must be ask..
'huh, wat happened?'
'why want to turnover'
hahaha..
Everything is FINE here! I just want to makes everything settle down..
and im just too lazy and cant work out my ass off to typing in front of the screen..
as i'm over exciting for some changes in my life soon.

Don't worry. I will back in action i promise!
till then..

ta!

LOL

2009-09-13T13:16:00.000+08:00

Whoot~!!

hahhahaha.. I going to get tan this weekend.

And I'm goign to shoot shoot shoot and shoot!

hehehehe...

wah.... so many things to do. Still got 3 more hours..

Say hello to the sun. kissing my ass with water. hugging the sands!!!!

It's beach people!

Yes. Celebrating friend's baby fullmoon party. We rent a chalet near the beach.

BBQ, Cycling, Volleyball, swimming. etc etc.

I can't wait!!

>.<

Will have a very super LOL weekend.

Feel so exciting now! Gosh.

erm... till then.. no picture. I really very hate myself not to take picture when i was outing.

Cos i'm lazy!! haiz.. in the end. there is nothing in returns.

But..

from now on. i swear, i will take more n more pictures whenever im outing.

everywhere, anytime

i will not leave my camera at home.

NEVER!!!

can't wait anymore. shoot shoot shoot!

A very lazy Saturday

2009-08-30T01:42:00.000+08:00

It's Saturday peeps..
And why am I feeling not excited?
Feel moody as the sky like now.
Dark cloud, cold wind, and busy street.
Stress.
=(

Alright, im working today!
I always persuade myself not to complaint so much of the work time.
bla bla bla..
but it's really a very lazy Saturday when people are still in their dream while you wake up so early because of going to work?
This is Shit man!!
haiz..........

Anyway, I'm going to JB later to enjoy my nasi lemak and xi mat nai cha
at OLD TOWN with my babe, Connie.
Long time didn't chilling out with her since ever don;t know when...
It's good sometimes to having a heart talk with the closest one
when you are in the good mood.

I think im going to finish my work first before 1pm.
Till then

ta!

:(

2009-08-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

Why must him always like to get mad?
why must him always hurt me?
why must him always don't think before act?
why must him never understand my feelings?
why..
why..
why...

These whole "why" make me can't even fall asleep.
i shall think, can we go on like this?
can we have a good future?
can we make happiness?

the answer now in my head is DON'T KNOW!!
If i can choose, i will never choose him.
OR..
Shall say, I should thanked him for these dayss...

2009-08-22T15:35:00.000+08:00

My baby boo is getting matured.
Happy.
As you can see in this pictures.

I love his apparel.

Want to tell you..
no matter how or what will happen in the next future,
I will always support and love you as much as i do.

I may not say you are the best boyfriend ever
but..
For now, you are the best boyfriend in the entire world.

Mind me. Love you..
as always...

je tai'me baby.

August Birthday bash

2009-08-22T14:26:00.000+08:00

Alright alright! I know i was late to update this post.

but.. who cares.. as long as i enjoy it.
muahahahaha..

Here you goes. Connie birthday 3rd Aug 2009 celebration.
Not planning to make it happened. So we decided headed to MOF
for Japanese meal, we love the food there. Located at Bugis.
The environment and food not up to 5/5 but at least met our satisfaction.
hehe :)

Bought a little pressie to her that day,
a bracelet and a pair of ear ring, come in pair.. and it's cheap
due to the sales they having.
Not least, i also bought a pair of rose shape ear ring for myself.

Carrie and Connie-the birtday girl

please welcome our new member. Ah miao.

girls.

This cake sucks. =(

The cake and the birthday girl.

make wishes :)

haha, blow the candles. cute

cut the cake

we end the night with lots of joy and laugher.
Have a great and fun night..
May this simple celebration made her day.

that's the end.

ta!

Shock!

2009-08-17T23:32:00.001+08:00

Super duper moody!
Just got a bad news from my best friend. She gonna leave soon. Still so far to leave the earth yet.
I mean she gonna go back Malaysia and work.

Im going to moody to death. Dying soon. =(

It's good for a new start

2009-08-02T01:28:00.000+08:00

Actually, I was wanted to blog this few days ago but...
unfortunately I don't know why all the text fonts and buttons gone whenever
i click to this page. But lucky, it was now all show in front of my eyes now.
Can blog what I wanted to say these few days.

When it comes to mind, I realized I can't even think of a word to say. Errmm.. :S
Well well, all i wanted to tell is i love my job.
And i really do!
Feels like i found a place that suit me well..
Love my colleagues, love my bosses, love my office.
Everything is better now! Feel relief! :)

It's a very good start for me where my boss offer me a brand manger as my designation and yes, it written on my pass. Exaggerate no?
A big NO NO.
It was totally wrong to describe me.
I am upgrading myself to achieve of what i dream of.
So, who of you who think I am a materialstic girl, do think wise before you talk to me. kay!
hmmpph..

Im going to work my ass off these few years and hopefully i can earn alot alot..
Few more months to go, my baby graduate and looking for a new job with higher income.
And..
Here we build our own family then. No jokes man! I am ready to this.
Planning all these.
Buying house, my own car and looking forward to own a business.
I am serious! Please mind me. Heehee..

So...
just give myself a 2 years time kay, to prove it to you!
Haha..
Please don't challenge me rite!

End.

Lastly, happy 1 week anniversary to myself! Guess what. I start my new job 1 week already. Happy! I can stay with my boo again. Nothing can divided us again. LOL

ta!

With miss..

2009-07-10T20:27:00.000+08:00

Im gonna miss my baby this time damn much!
Going back home for about a week..
Siens sei my baby lor.. :(

Happy..
Can meet my family again..
i think the most happiest thing is my parents.

Hahahaa..
Gotta pack my final things.

Love you Baby! :)
xoxoxo

Everything going smooth!

ta!

Too.. much?

2009-07-08T14:07:00.000+08:00

I am too lazy for everything.
tooo..
lazy...
Found a job, and not yet ask me when gonna start work. Low motivate already.
Said..
Will call me in few days time.
but...
no news...
might be ffk.. =.=

And..
now that. make me so worries. so lazy..
for everything...
even blog, msn, do portfolio.. etc etc..

When I was about got mood to do some shooting. Loaded the films and gonna start to BURN the films.. Here comes the RAIN! gosh~ damn bad luck!
How come??

haiz. seems everything doesn't work!

What a day! Hope the new boss faster call me to start work la. dur... =(

Pictures pictures

2009-06-28T17:45:00.000+08:00

The brand old me is back!
nah...
the old me. but i like the old old me le. this time re-bond not so successful.
my head look so 'pian' :(
i miss the zig-zag one as the pics i posted in the last post.

need to wait few more weeks to get it normal back.
can't wait for my hair to get more longer so i can perm it into big big curl.
see how la.
sigh~ i wish to grow more hair weikss..

let see how 'pian' are my new re-bonding hair.

Surprised!

2009-06-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

Hey, the brand old me is back!

Hellooo..

Hahahaha..

Okay, slap me if you can. Syok-sendiri.

XD

Apple

2009-06-25T11:16:00.000+08:00

I want to buy a lappie.
I want MAC.
I want I want I want....
Want it so badly..
I can do my design there, and it's cool.
Gonna buy a new lappie, but baby said will get the normal brand one.
either Acer, Dell, Toshiba, or Compaq.

sad-nya

I WANY IMAC DARLING!!

:(

Untitled

2009-06-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

What's the titled should I put since I am not able to find even a word can describe my feeling now. So emo, sad, stress, demotivated, lost, tired and many many negatives thinking right now! :(

How?
How am I gonna tell you all what i am facing now! How am I gonna tell you all the trouble i got now!! I don't where to start!! I really so damn scared that I can't find a job here. And then I need to separate with my baby boo again for how many years?
I don't want to get into long relationship again. :(
It's been 3 years i can't see my baby since I started dated with him. Will it happened to me again? Okay, let me stated clearer, I am now in Singapore and now jobless. You see! How much worry I am now for can't get any new job for me. Thanks to OG, the fuckiest company I had before this. I was so damn angry with them who back stabbed me against the work i've done.

SO WORRY AND SO WORRY ANS SO WORRY!! :'(
I need a job please....

* So moody * took when I was just after interview. Hee..

* but I know sure these day will end. I mean, tomorrow is better, will get the job soon ^^ *

Is Back!!

2009-06-08T11:55:00.000+08:00

Well,
it's been so long i have my hair short. Since May 2008 till now.
And yesh! My long hair is back!!
Happy news to telling.
I am going to re-bond my hair soon don't need to wait it till few more months i guess. I've been so craving for my past of my long straight hair in UNI's life.
I miss those ME!! I miss wearing a cap with my shiny long hair walking to the class everyday!
I miss it! I miss it!!

The me when i was just re-bonding my hair.

Luckily I didn't throw all the caps since after i cut my hair short!
Still keep nicely in my wardrobe. Heehee..
And
After today! I can wear it again! Gonna buy more and more caps for collection.
Can't wait to do it! My hairstylist sifu said have to wait 2 more weeks.
And then, I got my hair back!
HAPPY!! :D

Let see the old me with my lovely hair.

I love my fringe!! >.<

I can't wait to get my new hairdo.
Just can't wait!!! :D
Will be right back to show you my straight hair!

ta!

Moi Birthday

2009-06-01T11:22:00.000+08:00

Thank you darling for the celebration. Err.. Can say no celebration. Haa..
Because, I request to be simple and rest at home as I was no mood in this birthday celebration.

I thought i said simple and rest at home, he really did nothing at all.
What a surprise cake i had.
Thanks honey for the wish. :)
And...
I love the cake!! It's a Chocolate Truffles!
You made my day!
xoxoxo

My first birthday bash

2009-05-27T09:19:00.000+08:00

Thank you gals for the surprise dinner. Haha. I love the cake! ;) Let see the pictures. LOL

*Lim&Cat*

*Cecilia&Cat*

*Me&Lim*

*Cat posing with the salad. Haha*

*Cecilia, thinking of how to reply Cat. Funny emotion lo.. Like this pics leh..*

*Moi with my spaggethi chizo*

*puit*

*Yeah! My birthday cake!! SO cute, yummy!*

*I wish I can get the job as soon as possible! *

*Attacked the cake.. HUAHAHAHA.*

Merci beaucoup

2009-05-26T03:55:00.000+08:00

So, if you guys noticed bout my previous post. I lost my job for about 1 week time. Throughout all this period. Many of my friend from known to unknown. From close to unclosed. From darling to honey. All of this way, they are so supportive. Some of them even help me to look for a job and persuade me whenever my mood is down- I can say my mood is everyday going down till now. Can't deny, everyone of you if you gone through my case. I bet, you are the same way as mine.

I am here to thank one by one of you. Let see the lists.

Me: I'm jobless honey. =(
My baby: Are you serious? Ohh..Come' on. (He hug me tight and kiss my forehead when i was about to cry. He is the best boyfriend ever in the entire world. Showering me his love and care as always, needless to say in this suckiest period now!)

Me: Ah mi, I jobless again.
Ah Mi: Har! Oh dear, sorry to hear that! Mmmm gen yiu la, dong ka mm ta, ta sai ka lor. Soh nui lei geh, man man wen lor! *she end this words with laugh* ( When i heard her laugh, my tears started to drop. And then i holded it. I reply to her " hailo, ngo yat ding wen dou geh, haha " Family is the big support for me! So happy to heard from them. XD)

So far, i was put my title in my FaceBook, MSN, or blog with " any job recommended? " There comes the supporters. Just list out some.

Ah Eva: Sure can find one! Don't worry. Add oil ya~ :)

Connie: Slow slow find lo, Sure can one! Good luck!

Cat: Oh dear, gambateh! You sure can find a better new one out there! :D

Duncan: (He put it in his msn title) Hope scJ get it soon!!! (Thanks darling, for your kind words! So touch =])

Kee: Jane, u ok not? If not, come out dinner. I can keep you companion. Treat u big dinner. HAHA. Don't so sad. Sure can get one!

小雯: Come out dinner on tues or thurs! We celebrate your birthday! Don't think of bad things! Hehe.. (If she didn't mentioned of my birthday is coming, I totally forgot :S thanks girl)

снου, ѕειнαο: I will send you a sms later. Check it out! (Thanks buddy for your kindness-he send me his job searched he found in the jobstreet for me to send out my resume. Few some more. Really thanks a lots bud.)

Here was the few of the supporters, for the rest i didn't mentioned here do not mean I didn't appreciated your kindness. It is just because there is too many of you who care about me. Can't list it now. I really thanks and appreciate a lots for all your care and sharing! When i say REALLY, I do meant it! :D

I am so thankful!!

ta!

The man i love

2009-05-22T03:41:00.000+08:00

Thank you Baby for your fully support. Thank you for your kisses every morning before you go to work. Thank you for showering me your love and care through this suckiest time in my life instead of scolding me for not done my good job. Thank you for your everything.

xoxo
Love you! ♥

An early birthday gift from ex-boss

2009-05-22T03:15:00.000+08:00

It's Tuesday. It's a very unbelievable day for me ever. A surprise from my boss. Let's go through the conversation and you will know what the heck is going on.

The clock strike into 11am and by that time, I've been prepared my work to show her(my boss) when the time she stepped in. Okay, before i can see her, her voice already sounds like half-dead man yelling for help. Mean loud and terrible. Before i turn my head for her, she already the first called my name.

Boss: Jane, come here.
Me: Okay (without no doubt, she sure showed me something that she wanted me to do)
Boss: How long have you been here?
Me: (Answer with happily) Erm.. Almost 2 and half months.
Boss: How do you feel bout working here so far?
Me: I feel still ok, can handle most of the things so far, and started to adapt already.
Boss: But, I don't think you can. You know, when i was interviewed you, you gave me a feel that you are so creative and now that I can't see any creative side on you.

Okay, let me explained why she said so.
From the first day I came, there is nobody who care about me, nobody even gave me a job to do, I was like sat at my seats about 2 weeks with done nothing. The third week, i started to yelled at my others colleagues(same graphics department), and i begged them to give me something for me to do. They did gave me things to do which are sign age (price label), shopping paper bag(just change the color), an interior and exhibition design( which are for display in the shopping mall), erm.. okay, that's it! So called, the shits they gave me is the worst things i done so far in my designer line.

So lets count for me, I've done 3 things in 2 months so far. Why the heck she said me that she can't see my creative side? For those who really know design.. Halloo, do you mean you gave me some shits and rubbish which standard one can do job for me to do, you can see a creative side of me? Please god, take my life if you agree with that!

And now, it made me confuse which is creative and which is not for her. Damnit! Oh please, you old woman, please search more website out there to see which one is real creative and which is real trendy now! Oooppsss, maybe for your old 70's thinking is forever lame, no wonder your mall is forever outdated!!!! Still, she said she want it to be like TAKASHIMAYA mall (Singapore). Before you want to be a king, first of all, you need to follow what king lifestyle had. If not, pissed off!!

Let's continued what the end of the conversation.

Me: huh? what do you mean? (with full of curiosity why she talked like that to me)
Boss: Because I found you didn't done something creative that I wanted. And your process is too slow. I think we don't need you to be here since you are not qualify to take over our job.
Me: So, do you mean today is my last day or what? (fuck you! please mind your words before you say this shit to me as I didn't do anything at all yet, don't have any chances to presents my creativity)
Boss: You can leave now or you can stay till end of the day today but we still pay you one more day money.

Without saying anything, I just walked away and grabbed my things leave her face! So, mean..that's it! I am jobless now! :(

Behind the scene, someone told me someone stabbed my back, and who they are, they really sure to know what they are doing. Thank you for stabbed my back for like you wish to. And congratulations that your wish come true! :) So, please keep for being who you are for the rest of your life. And let see, what is the karma you get! Whatever it is, I am happy for you.

This is an early birthday gift form my boss. Surprise? HAHA. Till now, I was like dreaming. Yea, bad dream. I got my lessons, you can't be a kind girl. You have to be more evil than who are evil. But i'm such an idiot to learn this evil. Sorry, I can't do it as god sent me here to be a good girl. Aren't I? Oh ya, am I telling you some good stuffs i did in my ex-company? I gained 4 good friends. Don't know why, wherever new place i go, i gained good friends. Happy! That's it! :D

ta!

Can I have this for my month?

2009-05-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

* small polo ralph lauren tote sale price: USD279 *

* Burberry Spring collection canvas tote (the price please find out yourself)
BUT
it's too bad this model is for Spring 2007 collection. Now no more. SAD! *

* Can I have either one of this 3 Tiffany & Co charm bracelets baby? Can? :) *

* Currently these heels stole my heart! Gonna get one kind of these heels. Adore it so much! Can I get one using your card darling? hehe *

Another K-session..

2009-05-10T14:39:00.000+08:00

Too lazy to elaborate. So, let see the pictures. HAHA. The very first time k-session with my new colleagues. hehe.. And i got a it tipsy after a few slot of absolute. :D

The particpants: Eileen, Hyman, Steve and me!!

They are my everything

2009-05-04T12:28:00.000+08:00

Hello people. Greetings from miles away. How was the long-end weekend? :) Should be a nice one right? lol Well, mine one was the great one! XD

I was like so moody, so sad, so depressed when I knew I can't go back HOME for this Labour day holiday. I can't imagined how it will be without me in the tea session among my friends- Should be the miss and bored one!-Haaa.. Because of my personal thinking of stay there and keep my boo companion since he don't wish to go home. BUT.. The day before May 1. My mood is going up for like i jumping on the cloud. My baby called and inform me that to be prepare to go home as he changed his mind to accompany me home this holiday! * coz I keep sighing in front of him and keep telling him that how sweet and nice of me to stay accompany him thru this weekend* Weee~ I can smell my mum at last. Bwhahahah.. Thanks Baby for making us still the fresh-sweet one! :)

I like the smell at HOME. Comfy and unspeechable. Another day, we decided to going up the hills to Genting Highlands. It's a very fresh and cool air up there. There was no crowded, no traffic up there and the car parking was totally lots and you won't headache for looking the car park in such a peak season, but really.. there was no crowded at all. Free and easy!

The very first time me, my Baby and my family going for a trip alone! Believe me! It is true and this is not a good one :( Luckily, everyone of us is happy eventually. Okay, let's go through what i shooted for this trip.

* with my lomo.. look pale right! damn tired but it worth for this trip with family :) *

* love the red wall *

* with baby *

* with baby again..*

* :) *

* bro, babyboo, dad, mum *

* moi in the ripley believe it or not *

*wahahahahaha.. i can't stop look at this pics*

* LOL, look at my mum pig nose. Damn funny*

* gosh! can't imagine if i am this FAT! *

* tea break at coffee bean. Frankly, this is sucks!! love starbucks more *

* baby *

The Eye is at Home

2009-04-26T11:53:00.000+08:00

It's kinda too late to post this. Because this is happened in last November. A gathering with my beloved one. Pictures tells a thousands words. :) But it's too bad, it's overexposed!! Damn hate!

****

2009-04-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

F**K!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been cheated! Hope my money is still save in the bank account!! Going to report it as soon as possible!!

I want it I swear!!

2009-04-22T22:00:00.000+08:00

Damn the shopping mall near to my work place..
Damn the designer clothes cost like hell..
Damn Wednesday..
Damn my brother who invited me for dinner tonight!!
Damn the white tops i spotted is fucking nice..

DAMN IT! I am going to have it once my salary is out I swear!!! I am so broke this month!! :( And I spend my girlie to the buffet tomorrow night! They will spin dry my wallet i think! Arghhhhh~ So sad!! My first task will gonna fail soon!! SOON!!! :(((

My life going to the end soon, so soon.. * cry like a baby *
Darling.. Can you sponsor me for the tops.. please.... And don't forget to get me a puppy as my birthday present! Love you, baby!!

So..

2009-04-21T01:48:00.000+08:00

Tell me.. Who do you think I am?

Darling....

2009-04-19T13:22:00.000+08:00

Can I adopt a cute puppy as Beverly did??
Can I??? Please.... (looking at him with an innocent eyes like a puppy do)
I really adore puppy so much. :(

For your information, we are living in an apartment with others housemates and we don't know others housemates allow us to adopt a puppy at home. And he claimed that I will not have much time and cares to take care of a puppy. :((((

Depression Tuesday

2009-04-15T04:58:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning.. Something went wrong with the boyfriend over a stupid idiot small thing.. This isn't a good sign for Tuesday today. I guess i'm having a PMS again..

What's good things to do when you having this abnormal uncomfortable feeling of pms? This went through my mind right after thinking of it for 2 seconds..

- lying on the bed with a cup of favorite ice-cream and a favorite magazine.
- sitting in the pleasant evening having a cup of cappucino and a blueberry cheese cake in a favorite coffee shop Starbucks.
- surfing the website to get myself inspired for the things i like and wish to do.
- peeping outside the window to let the cold wind blow onto my face to refresh me
- go shopping without having thoughts of money not enough and shop till the moon shinning in the dark
- text or call up the boyfriend to tell him that i need a hug or a kiss right now

Somehow....
I am in the office now and seems all these cannot to be accomplish!!!!!!!! What is this!? I mean, why i have to think this in the office! Shit!

Getting more emo.. :(

* Some-what this is done by my colleague-Hyman for his friend, which inspired me! Love it! So nice! *

What a day!!

Latest update!

2009-04-12T12:31:00.000+08:00

Went to shop just now!! And please meet my new baby!

Im so in love with it!! @@

TA........ DAAAAAA.......

Did i mentioned in my previous post that i want the blue one?? Right after i stepped into the shop, I change my mind!! Bwahahahahaha.. I bought this! Pink and Grey. The blue one i mention is dark blue and white! Too normal right? So, i bought this.

ABC soup

2009-04-12T03:50:00.000+08:00

TA TA TA TA.....

Haha.. I love Saturday morning! Can do whatever i want. You know what! Whenever you are not working, it automatically woke up early in the morning! And whenever is working days, it's hard for me to crawl out from my bed and it used to be mind blocking and blind whenever you walk from your bedroom to the bath room! It's sucks!

Oh well, early in this beautiful morning. I pushed myself to get out from the house to the wet market to bought some ingredients for the ABC soup. And within an hour! All the ingredients are completely prepared! And within 3 hours time....

My ABC soup is ready to serve!!! :D

TA...... DA.....

I know the color is not good but trust me! It taste like heaven..Yum~ yum~ Now, waiting for the boyfriend to come home to taste my ABC soup! Hungry already :(

Going to shop later after the lunch with boo.. Weee~ Gonna get my new tote!! XD

April lists

2009-04-10T12:44:00.000+08:00

Hurayyy!! 1 more week to go to get my salary! Hehe..

So far, i already have many things to get this month.

1) Charles & Keith tote: My first sight of love! Once i spotted it, I fall in love with it already. It's in blue in colour @.@
2) I want to change hp! ><" [as i got my LG cookie last 2 months and i found out it's suck!! so im gonna change it again]
3) Shiseido whitening set! This cost me the most expensive one! @@"

As i mentioned in my Facebook, "My first task to achieve! Financial Management! Gonna save up to 60% of my income to achieving my another goals"

How my first task can be achieve? Gosh! :(

Randomness pics! Taken when i was home! Forgot took my camera and this is using my stupid touch ph to snap.

* me and my stupid bro *

Earth Hour

2009-03-21T17:17:00.001+08:00

All of you out there! Support the EARTH HOUR 2009!
Turn your light at 28th MARCH 2009 SATURDAY 8.30PM for ONE HOUR wherever you at!

Come together to fight Global Warming! Don't think! Just act! :D

Support it! Gonna make it happen!
http://earthhour.org.my

Dono when it's gonna end...

2009-03-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

SO

Tell me..
When is it going to end? I don't want to continue like this anymore!
When I can be the blissful one?

:(

reality

2009-03-09T15:57:00.000+08:00

Something bad happened today.. :(

Dumb by a good friend is the most frustrated and most irritating case today. Things happened for reasons. Now i believe it!! Keep telling myself, they are busy for their own stuffs while i am the one who is the most free. Erm.. Maybe. Or.. * Don't wish to think much.. Just stop being predictable*

Secondly, good news or bad news? I got offered a new job. And it's high salary. Big company. Tidy management. New environment. Don't know whether can adapt it or not? So hate this kind of changing in my life. It's a good thing some said. I went to their office today to submit my qualifications certs and my details for the processing of my new pass. Before i handed my real cert to the HR. I already get scolded. *wth is tat- fuck the fat lady for being rude to me for the first time met* Hallloooo... plss lor, im just the new staffs and I don't really know the rules of your damn company! For the details.. I don't wish to tell much as I am not in a good mood for the explanation for all this shits simple thing.

Next Monday will be my darkest day ever in my life! Wish me luck!

* working hours- 840am to 615pm ( been informed that for not being late-they will take action on it either cut salary or warning letter)*

* lunch time- ONLY 47 mins ( my brain will stuck due to still-lack of 13 mins time for my tea- BWHAHAHHHA you'll be responsible to it i tell you. Don't blame me! )

P/S: Girls & guys, im sorry that I can't bullshitting with you all in MSN start next week on. Im gonna miss your ass there. Sad..

I miss them so much!! Ah mi and lou dou :(

:)

2009-02-27T09:36:00.000+08:00

hey there

2009-02-26T12:17:00.000+08:00

im so free. anyone interested date me for shopping and eating n drinking? :)

2 weeks later..

2009-02-23T10:03:00.000+08:00

雨过天晴...

Valentine?

2009-02-15T14:32:00.000+08:00

Who the fucker created this kind of stupid damn shit celebration?

YES! Im not going to celebrate this fuckiest day anymore in my entire life!!!

Damnit!! Im going to be alone this day!!

Officially announce single from now on!! GUY is such a nightmares!!

p/s: sorry for the rudeness and the GUY mentioned is not you definitely!! trust me.

Huh? @.@

2009-02-09T12:07:00.000+08:00

Boss: Good morning everyone. Okay, I have an announcement. Today is the last day of Chinese Lunar New Year right?

US: Yaya (smiling with big U on our face- and we thought we will received angpao from him).

Boss: Ok, today is the valentine's day for Chinese lunar too. I bet all of you must have a date or a family dinner tonight.

US: Ya, most probably. Lol (And we tot he will treat us a big lunch today)..

Boss: okok, So you all today can go off at 5pm so that you can reunion with your family, friends, and loves one. Is that happy or enough for you all? (he expected us to say thank you to him as he make this decision one of his lifetime)

US: * speechless*

Happy

2009-01-23T12:47:00.000+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year all my dear FRIENDS.

Wishing you all a very prosperous and a memorable Chinese New Year with your loves one. :D

For who going back hometown, have a save journey home :)
For who can't back gather with family, have a great celebration over there. Your family won't forget you.
For who at overseas, hope you have wonderful and also a very a voice mail 'MISS YOU' from your family through me. =)
For who... ermm ermmm.. whoever..

HAVE A GREATFUL WONDERFUL HAPPY-FUL MEMORABLE-FUL LOVELY-FUL CHINESE NEW YEAR~
GONG HEI FATT CHOY
GONG XI FA CAI

I am crazy!

2009-01-16T03:15:00.000+08:00

Some of you knows as I blog frequently recently if you stick with my blog. Bluff me. There is no one here instead besides me. Honestly, I wont mind whether got anyone read my blog or not because this is my online diary and so, this is where i spent my time when i am dead bored.

I got a crazy mind thinking now, yes, right now!
What will it be happened if work or study in western countries like UK, Aussie, or USA? I am really got think about it that i don't care anything everyone besides me and fly there to achieve my dreams. Yes, it was my dream when i was about 18. Funny huh! I like 4 seasons countries. It's like changing mood in every few of the months like ME - mood swaying now. Don't really know what i want. Don't you think its wonderful? ermm.. Frankly, if i have this chance i will do it! Stay in the west countries for about few years fulfilling my dream whatever it is.

Autumn is the season i like most. It is so relaxing feel. And i like to see the tree changing its new skin and growing its new leaves. Leaves drop one by one. And most of all, I like the color of nature. It's amazing.

I am planning it.
And so, i put my relationship into a risk. Definitely.
I don't want to loose him instead. What i am thinking?! it's just a dream.
But I really hope to do so once in my whole life.
I am charging forwards, without a doubt!

List it down baby

2009-01-15T02:13:00.000+08:00

Things that now on my shopping list! bwhahahahhahahaah..

For CNY...

* shoes for CNY
* shoes for working [ either flat or heels ]
* short pants [ black & white ] 2 of it
* tops [ 2 more i guess ]
* casual dress [ short one ]
* cellulite killer [ i know i know.. im FAT! ]
* false eyelash extension [ so exciting as this is my first time apply it ] WANA TRY!! :(
* nail color [ natural red/apple red ]

Things to achieve this year! The most expensive thing in my life!
* LV Palermo PM [ cost 605 pound ] @.@
Not dare to know how much in SGD.. -.-

Faint* But I don't care. Gonna achieve it this year!! Hopefully =D

Red red and red

2009-01-11T15:17:00.000+08:00

Well, there is nothing i can do to express my CNY mood except do some decoration for my home in the most restful weekend (not consider rest thou coz i got one assignment for tomorrow.. sigh~)

Woke up this morning, went for a brunch with him at the market cum food court at downstairs.. My first sight was 'WOW' full of red color- all those CNY stuffs hanging in every shop. New year songs hit my ears whenever i go. It's such a good mood for the coming weeks. Can't wait for it. Unfortunately my camera or cellphone not on my hand, or else i will snap all those red red and crowded at my place here. A very homing feel. I'm sure it's great! =D

Walked by the shops and noted some CNY decorations are very nice hanging or paste on the wall with nice words on it. Tried to pick some for my home, but whenever I flipped to the prices so sad it is quite expensive. I put it back to the position as dear's advice not to waste those money on that. I walked away silently with sad face and look back to the RED. Dear persuade me not to sad as we are going home in next two weeks and it pass fast hopefully.

Whenever I reached home after that, I immediately collected some angpao to make some lantern and hang it anywhere. Although I just got seven of it. But it make my home come alive with CNY feels.

An early wishes from me to all of you A Very Prosperous Chinese New Year! :)

The emo

2009-01-08T02:14:00.000+08:00

Don't really know what is my feelings now. A bit like unhappy-depression-brain stucked-no motivate- etc and etc. I am now fully in holiday and CNY mood i tell you. Someone asked me why so early got this kinda mood? I have no reason to state why. Just can't speak it out!

Many things have to plan recently especially in year 2009. So confuse which one should I start first! :S I think it's not a good year for me since everything seems not right. hmmm..I just so EMO. Don't ask me why, I DON'T KNOW! =(

Did you guys notice that few of my 'says' i didn't post any of randoms pictures? So plain and weird rite. And it is so boring.. That is because my digi-cam is not right beside me now. I miss it very much. Gotta get it soon. Hehe. No worries. More pics will upload soon or later. Once I get back my camera. Weeee*

I repeat!!! I am so moody and in holiday mood. HOW? :(

Can't wait!

2009-01-03T02:47:00.000+08:00

For your information, i am now is in holiday mood! I can't wait to back home this month and this year indeed. Can't wait to leave my steps in Singapore. Just can't wait every happening thing later. I will back to Malaysia during CNY. Miss my family so damn much. It's been 2 months i never see them. What i can say, I homesick! Very badly. :(

Just now i got a meeting with bosses. What a good news for me , also, it might be a bad news if the management run sucks after this. There is a investor who took his risk to invest in our company. I hope every things going smooth this new year of 2009. As they said, "Today is a new chapter of life" Meaningful right? =)

Looking forward to the new management and also my new start! :D

Once again, Happy New Year to all of you.

The very last day of the year 2008!

2009-01-01T02:01:00.000+08:00

Today.
31st December 2008.
What a day! For me.. today is nothing special. Just want it to pass faster. Can't wait the clock strike into 12am. Im not going to any celebration or countdown. Sorry. Just hate crowd. Wish to have a simple dinner with my loves one. And can't wait for my new stuffs. New year! New stuff! It's so cool!

Have been asking myself since last night what i've been done for this whole 2008. What i achieved within this year? Nothing. What is my dream in year 2008? Bet my luck to win toto. *bwhahahahaha* What is my passion? :S What is my vision in 2009? Totally blank.

I bet everyone already set a mindset of what they should do in year 2009, right?
So, i wish all of you have a very prosperous new year! Let us hope for the new start in year 2009! Everything is in a smooth.

Happy 2009! =D

* what's on my mind now*
- very lazy to work
- brain stucked
- can't wait to be vain tonight ( not in the crowd )
- can't wait to get muh new stuff
- hope boss not coming in later, and let us go in a half day of work
- missing muh bed
- I WANT TO SHOP NOW! I MEANT IT!! =(

What for lunch?

2008-12-23T13:02:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh~
Tell me what for the lunch? I already so damn bored of the Singaporean foods around here.
HELP ME!!!!! T_T

Ah mi.. I miss your foods!!

Rain whole day

2008-12-08T13:34:00.000+08:00

Rain rain rain...
Wet everywhere..
Feel like don't wanna go out.. Very tired since I slept at 3am last night.

Starving....................... :(
No one at home.
No calls.
No messages.
NOBODY!

Baby still having sweet dreams now! WHAT?!! It's almost 2pm already. =.=!
Honey, can you wake up now? I'm starving. ;(

Give me a second...
%#%#$$!#@!#$%##@#$@$!#$%$@!#$#$
WAKEEEEEEEEE UPPPPPPPPPPPPP NOWWWWWWWWWWWW!! I'm gonna kick his ass if he still not awake in 10 mins. urrghhhhhh!!

Releasing

2008-11-27T13:50:00.000+08:00

I feel like everything is slowing down. It's like.. release?

-Okay, clients meeting today going very smooth..
-Baby having a good day.. And he gave me a kiss just now. How happy. =)
-Room is messy. I think i need to do housekeeping already.
-Wireless line suckssssssss.. =(
-This Saturday. Meet my best friends ever. Bet buds, best chicks, best companions in my study life. Feel like kissing them non-stop. Haha. Can't wait for it. Miss u guys lots. :D
-Party still on.
-And at last.. Missing someone whom I can't miss for now! Really miss a lot.. a lot.. I did!! Remember, I always be there.

Feel like wanna watch Gossip girl. Catch ya later again.. ;)

10Q

2008-11-22T16:04:00.000+08:00

Hehe... Thank you bud!! LOLz..

xoxoxo

:(

2008-11-22T14:54:00.000+08:00

Just..... SAD!

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So Into..

2008-11-21T15:04:00.000+08:00

So into gossip girl recently. I think it's a good and nice series of drama.

Love it... :)

Love you darling

2008-11-15T15:37:00.000+08:00

I got no words to describe about you. I just want to thank you so much for what you have done to me. Your surprise, your support, your guidance, your everything. I meant it.

I know you are changing now. Change to better or even better. You have been working so hard to make us a better life in future. What you did is all for our own good. I really really appreciate it a lot. Last night, you gave me a huge confident to myself. Whenever I drop down from the bus, you poked me behind and I am very happy to see you there, very.. happy. It’s like I can’t imagine what it will happen if I can’t find that building for my hope in front. Luckily you was there with me. I uh... so glad you go every steps with me I can say, you are my hope. Yeah, we did have a good talk ‘gain last night.

Recently, uhm.. I really unhappy, really..

Well.. don’t worry darling. I won’t give up anyway. Uhmm… I do like the us right now and I hope you do like that way too, of us. =)

xoxo

P/S: This post is meant nothing here. I just wana entertain myself and self-thinking what I thought right now. You know.. uhm.. ya… Just A THOUGHT! Anyway, just ignore this post.

Unsecured

2008-11-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

What would you think when everyone and everything beside you in the same times are unsecured?

How do you feel about that? Scary? Horrible?

For me, it’s sucks!! :(

Date: 6/11/2008
Time: 4.03pm

Hoping

2008-11-04T20:25:00.000+08:00

Can't wait for this weekend. >.<
He promised me to go to Ubin Island. wahahahaa.. Have a relax and happy weekend!

I am now do research on that island.. Can't wait for it!! :D

Starting to worry

2008-11-02T12:13:00.000+08:00

Erm.. Guess.. I had been age didn't update my blog.. Why?
I am very worried.. :( I already resigned from my company due to the suckiest of bosses, poor management, political, and low benefits. They even cut-pay regarding to the economics going down in US. Boss said that it affected our company and he want to cut-down the cost in our company. What a selfish bosses!!

Kinda sad and worried after I tendered! I will miss my colleague so much! Good luck to them who wish to stay.
And now, I'm starting to worry that do I get the new job soon? Good pay? Good boss? Erm. Not dare to think so. I know I was doing the stupid decision as many people told me not to resign by this time because of the economic is slowing down. BUT I will not regret of what i have decided! I will prove to them. I will much more better i future. I hope so so so so..

Wish me luck buddy. :S

A star for HIM

2008-10-24T00:04:00.000+08:00

Well.. Just a short messages to Baby. I know I can't help anything. Tomorrow is the day!

Good luck baby for your exam! I will be there to support you as always. A star will shining on you always and lotsa luck by your side.

Must get a good grade ok! Like what you promise me. :)

:)

2008-10-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

Had a very peaceful and happy Saturday :)

Sometimes.. It's doesn't mean in a very hectic n busy city can make us felt stressful..
Sometimes.. A traffic jam on the road it's doesn't mean u lost in the center..
Sometimes.. A very simple activity can make you and your loves one happy and smiling :)

Like today, I was going to a movie with my baby, and then I have a very good chat with him under a cloudy wheather at Coffee Bean today. An Ice Blended Mocha and a Blueberry Cheese Cake make our day more bright and joyful. While waiting to be seated for our movie "Painted Skin" me and my baby really had a smooth talk under a busy and a noisy city. It's like so called romantic and *speechless*

This make me recalled back my sweet memories with him when I first met him and this is too sweet ^.^ We chat about our future, our next vacation, our memories and our home. What words can we describe other than SMILINGs at each other and hand hold hand in this very moments.

This feel great :D
And a simple dating make my day more and more SATISFACTION in my life. I wish you have your one too. Great day buddy.

[Painted Skin not bad- can worth to watch it ;)]

My lomo first roll

2008-10-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

Totally in love in LOMOGRAPHY!! OMG...~

I already developed my first roll lomo. Guess wat!! Although it is not clear and the color is damn sucks. BUT I love it leh.. Damn love it! So sad only can see 26 pictures instead of 36. Why ah?? Some one tell me can?? :(

Can someone recommended me any good film?? Colorful??? Erm... I WANA TRY SECOND ROLL IMMEDIATELY!!!!! :D

Here are the pics. Check it out! * Forgive me, I already try my best to get a nice capture. But. Don't know why! Sigh~

In the circuit

2008-10-01T12:51:00.000+08:00

I'm working in the F1 circuit! THIS IS A FORCE!! i really hate my boss! >.< This is how I worked in the circuit! This job is actually is my ex-colleague scope. She resign so on time so that I have to follow up her job. It was a damn hot and sunny day that day! :S

While i'm in working time. I cant 'snake' out to snap tis pics! But i didn't care. Me and my colleague run out from the cave to snap some pics here. LOL Here is the picture. Kinda a rush that time. Hehe..

* sport cars*

* dono wat model is this *

* ya, sport cars again coz all the F1 race cars locked inside the building already*

* on the track*

* Directory*

* This is why I was in the circuit... Set up our company spa retails :S *

* And at last.. Moi! *

Behind the scene

2008-09-27T14:11:00.000+08:00

Alright people! I want to apologize to all of you and my friends' wedding on 14th Sept 08. I was like ermm.. so regret to post my previous post which is ABOUT THEM. Guess what i did! I put wrongly the bride name! >.< So sorry AI LI!!! The bride name is Ai Li and not Mei as what i wrote in my previous post! I'm so sorry! That day really so many people is marry. I got few couple of friends and the person I know was got married that day! Shame on me! Forgive me Ai Li.

Okay okay, come back to this post! This is what we did and snapped behind the scene of the wedding day! Hehe. Let's directly go for the photos. Pictures can say a thousand words!

About them

2008-09-21T12:32:00.000+08:00

On the 14th September [ lunar Mooncake Festival ]
Their appearance is the prettiest in the world.
In front of the promises of the god, and the wishes of the all attendance [wishing them blissful from today on till the end of the earth], THEY become husband and wife!

Congratulations to my dear friends- Mei and Leong.

The ever forgetful memories of that day! :)

Whoots~

2008-09-14T02:08:00.000+08:00

Morning people.. :D

I'm so excited today! Im going back Bidor later 3pm. Ah Mi~ I'm coming back! Wait me supper OK?!
Emmm.. although she is not listening or see-ing this. Whatever! I wana tell everybody! Hehe.
Girls and guys, please don't upset if you are not celebrating Autumn which is Mooncake Festival with your beloved family there. I believe you are not forgotten by your family I BET. They still love you! Just give a call back home to sense and enjoying the moon with them. It just simply happy and loving. =)

Well well well, I got another news. I'm going to start using my first roll of lomo this Autumn. Let's get lomo rock. Lolz.

Till then, I'll see ya back on next week Wednesday! Whoohooo~

Not forgotten. HAPPY MID AUTUMN EVERYONE! I MEAN HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL! ;)

p/s: Baby, when are you coming back from work later? I'm starving.. GGGrrrrrrrrr~ =(

When things turn over

2008-09-07T18:13:00.000+08:00

It just great!!
From emo to the feelings that changed suddenly!

There is another different view from being abandoned.
Alone...
Listening to the musics that I loves...
Reading the novel that I just new bought yesterday....

At home...

It's just... Feeling GREAT! :)

* I will having dinner with my Babyboo later.. When things turn over, it's another differences of things. The things that... you will feel that you are not alone. *

Good Sunday night readers =)

Huh?!

2008-09-07T16:00:00.000+08:00

Why sounds sigh~
Haiz.... You know when somebody have fun outside while you are being abandoned at home with no calls, no sms, and with nobody. Is like arrghhh~ Neglected!!

Feeling so emo.
How can it be? I supposed to be 'OK' with it! Am I? What a stupid question. Haiz...
I was thinking.... If I play-acting on the phone say that I need him badly, is it too much to the selfishness? *slap slap*
Oh. I can't do that. I already promised to be alone at home today all by myself.
WHATEVER!!

Too much of thinking!!!! I need my Babyboo now!!!! :'(

Great Sunday people!

WALL-AAAA-E

2008-09-03T21:08:00.000+08:00

HHUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

I watched it at last!! WATCHED IT!! Wall-e so damn cute! Love it love it. =)
Thanks Baby for the surprise again. Hehehe.. Next time must tell me if you plan something on it.. Or else I will think much of it why you suddenly act weird. Hehe..

I watched it last night. As usual, sik fan, hang gai, dei wall-e.
Hehe. >.< It's really so cute.

Achievement

2008-08-31T10:16:00.000+08:00

Well, well, well.. As I was went to shop yesterday. I already bought some of my stuffs in my shopping list! Hehehe.. I'm quite satisfy with it. But I still got 8776656435377 haven get it yet! HOW?!! OMG!!

The stuffs that achieved yesterday were:
1) GUESS Bag- SGD151.60 [sorry that remembered wrong in my last post] :) It's in grey in color.
2) Skirts for usual & office wear- SGD31.20 (after 20% off) [I only grabbed one piece instead of two. It's in blue in color and I love it very much.]
3) Baby card holder- SGD19 (special offer)- It's in black in color.

So well, the others thingys will be achieve next month. Can't wait for my next month income. Hahaha..
Lolz.. Lolz.. Lolz..

p/s: I will be back to my hometown next 2 weeks. Which is Mooncake Festival. MUM, I'm coming back. Wait me~ So excited >.<

Argrhhhhhh~!!!

2008-08-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

ARGRGHHHHH~!!!!

I still got many things need to buy in my shopping list! >.<
Around 86762362847652862 things!!! HOW???
Gosh~! I am madly to shop now! But too bad. I only can grabbed 2 bras n 3 undies today! :(

The things must buy in my shopping lists are
1) GUESS bag- SGD159.90 ( after 20% discount ) [ still in my decision :S ]
2) Charles & Keith shoes- SGD32.90
3) Clutch( any that nice look/black in colour )
4) Skirts for usual & office wear- around two pieces.
5) A card holder for Baby
6) Sony Ericson handphone- SGD398

IM GOING TO SHOP TOMORROW~!!! I'M SERIOUSLY GETTING SICK OF IT!!! :( EVEN CAN'T SLEEP THINKING OF THIS THINGS!! :'(

p/s: I was thinking if anyone can sponsor me SGD500 for the shop list! How nice?! :( Will this be come true? I want to bite my dear!! ;/

rainy day

2008-08-24T14:48:00.000+08:00

It's raining today. Not much activities I can do. I was planning to do shopping today but this kind of wheather is not allow me to carry on. What a bad day! Well, it is not much bad thou. Coz I can do whatever I like at home in this cold wheather.. It's wet everywhere. =) Just resting at home while doing some assignments for my friend.

Logo and web design layout for him and now it is just the beginning and it was done only 5 % of it. Lolz..
Actually hor, I promised to show him on Monday but I think I cannot make it. I am damn lazy now la. And hor, I got some stupid quarrel with my stupid boyfriend. Sigh~ Why he always like that one? Arrrghhhhhhh~ I hate him so much! When he sweet, he's really very sweet to you, but when he get mad. OMG~ Take my life better than being his toy. DAMN!!!!

Arrghhhhhh~!! Forget about him! Affected my mood anyway. Nevermind nevermind.. I still have some companion here. Hehe.. =) The next seconds will be better ya!

It's so boring when nobody talk to you..This is what i am now.. The Rainy Day is such a bad day for me! :(
And when boredom attacked, this is most probably what i did! tee hee*

The life

2008-08-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

Me. Myself. I

Randomness thought

2008-08-17T14:02:00.000+08:00

Argggghhhhhhhhhhhhh~

I need to shop now!!
Sob Sob~ No one accompany me go =(

And I am started to love fighting fish.They are so beautiful. How to say. I know this is not a girls like but really salute their beauty! Love it.

* I still haven start to burn my lomo pics! Sigh~ Anyone help me to complete my first roll? I don't know what I shoot. Erm.. Wondering how is the outcome? Haha.. *

Sometimes....

2008-08-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

Sometimes.....
I really wanted to give up whatever i did for him..

Sometimes.....
I really don't know he is the one to walk with me in my entire life..

Sometimes.....
I don't know I can stand still for how long with this..

Sometimes.....
I am waiting for a miracle to appear in me for once in my whole life..

Sometimes.....
His behavior is not a human did!!

And sometimes.....
I did HATE him truly deep inside my heart!!

And....
There is no more patient on me now! I am going to think it deeply whether I want to continue this relationship on me now!

I am talking serious about it!!!

My new pet

2008-08-09T22:16:00.000+08:00

Okay, let me tell you guys what is all about didi dudu mean at my previous post. muahahahahh..
It's actualy moi new pet!! It's turtle!! In mandarin is 'kam chin guai'
My brother told me that, if i am not enough care and make them die. My life will be bad luck due to turtle life is at least 100 years. Is that true? :S
But I don't care!! I will love them as i love myself. Weeeeee....
Heeee... I spotted it while i was going to a walk in a park last week in a fish shop ! They were so cute..Craving here and there.. Swimming up and down in the water.. And that's why i planned to get a pair of it to bring it home..To be my new hobby.

And now, yes! they are in my home right in front of me now! muahhahahaa... XD

Thanks darling for the surprise when i was home after tired work. I don't know that he bought it already until I focus to an empty small aquarium under the big aquarium. And I saw two little thingys moving here n there. Haha.. Yes, they are my new turtle. And there were two of it. lolz

Lets look at moi adorable small little turtles.

TAA DAAAA...

didi and dudu

they scared me :(

:D

they keep finding their way of out this cave. haha

isn't they so cute???

these are my second beloved :)

Didi.Dudu

2008-08-05T20:04:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!

I got my Didi Dudu just now! I damn excited!! Im going to stick with it now! Hahahhahaa..
It's cute!! Love it!!

LOLzzz...

Thanks Baby for the didi dudu. Muahhhssss....

xoxoxo

2008-08-04T20:50:00.000+08:00

July ads in Strait Times.

What?

2008-07-31T22:32:00.000+08:00

What is Graphic and GD?

Ok! I’ve been work as a graphic designer for one year and one month. I’m going to tell you, I AM LOST AGAIN!

WTH is going on me? I don’ t like my job! I am repeating doing the same thing everyday. I felt like horror when think about to work everyday. I did for no point by designing someone don’t know appreciate my works and my design. What’s the point I did all the hard work for over a year and some one say it like shit!

I HATE MY JOB! THIS IS THRUTH!

I felt like someone controlling my life and my freedom! Was that a graphic designer job? It’s slightly different from what I am thinking. Very different! What is all this? I’m started to blame myself. Choosing the wrong way to the path of my future. I do love drawing and design thingys. But maybe I express it in a super wrong way. This make me hate design!

I’m kinda blur what is graphic and GD now. I’m so tired!

I need a long vacation but HOW? I can’t run before my contract end. I’m so confusing! I don’t know what to do!

I HATE MY JOB AND I HATE DESIGN!!

Baby Birthday

2008-07-24T20:26:00.000+08:00

Ermm... nothing much to elaborate and I don't know how to express the feeling i had that day.
On 23rd of July 2008. A very cold night.. A very good looking and tasty cake.. A very special gift! A very very very sweet couple.. And a very very surprise candle light! And WE JUST LOVE IT!! I know I am successful to make it the remembering one for HIM. :)

Happy Birthday my love.

( We did not snap any pics that night.. We did snap some while his friends celebrated with him on the day )

* Baby and I *

* Baby happy face *

* The group pic *

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

What's for HIM?

2008-07-20T18:10:00.000+08:00

Okay. What should I buy for HIM as his birthday present?
I really run out of idea. :(
A candle light dinner? Simple one? Erm.. I have to make it the remembering one! =)

Give some opinion please...... >.<

Fish Eye 2

2008-07-20T17:56:00.000+08:00

Hi readers.. im here to announced that....
I GOT THE FISH EYE 2 CAMERA. Yeah~ i get it at last. It's been a long time i wish to have one. Since i saw my biatch Eva post all her lomo pics, im started to get interested onto it. And thats why i wish to have one and try to snap all by myself.. Just want to find out what make people addicted into LOMO. Haha..

I never try it since i bought it ermmm... I think is last 2 weeks. Guys, I really busy recently. WTH is going on in my life. So many thing happened in a short while. But, thanks god! It run smoothly.. *winks* Yes, im going to try my LOMO out hope in the coming weekends. :)

The Home

2008-07-09T20:38:00.000+08:00

Away

2008-07-03T20:52:00.000+08:00

I have been away from 4th July till 6th July..

GUESS what?! Me back to hometown. Yeah~ New house got house warming on Sat. LOL

I'll be back! :D

Enjoy your weekend readers!

I'm Lost

2008-06-28T11:27:00.000+08:00

I felt abandoned recently.. No one cares!
What is the meaning of this? Friends and lover all lost patient on me.
What happened actually? Was that my fault?

Could someone giving me the answer? I'm down! No one will care and no one will ask! I wonder to know if it was my problem. So that I only can blame myself for the wrong things I had done I guess. I rather it is.

I miss him now. Yes, i miss him.. Although I can see him everyday! I do miss him right now!!

I'm lonely. I hope everything will be fine. This is how i cheers up myself. And I believe in this.

Have a good weekend readers :D

Fish Eye

2008-06-25T20:55:00.000+08:00

I wish to have a lomo fish eye now! Huhuhuhu..
Hunting for the lomo fish eye. Hehehehe.. By the way, the pictures below is not from lomo. Is actually a fish eye lens from Sony. Belongs to Daniel. Buddy, when you gonna take it out for sharing? Volunteer to be your model la me for FOC.. How nice! Wahahahaha..
Just wanted to post it by the way.
Just for testing testing. Daniel!!!!! I want my LOMO FISH EYE~!!!! =(

By Daniel.. His corridor i think.

By Daniel also. The lift side maybe. Hehehehe

Serious

2008-06-24T19:59:00.000+08:00

It is now getting serious and more serious.
And I'm scared~!

Blessing...

Fade Away

2008-06-23T21:56:00.000+08:00

I got a fc*king heart attack nowadays..
I don't know when this was started.. And I hope this will be ending soon..
Feel that some relations are fade away. slightly..
A changes without any news or notifications.. Someone CHANGED!
People told me that I was thinking too much! I felt guilty! I felt uncomfortable with them!

I don't know why this was happened.. I did found someone happiness. But I can't found someone trustworthy. No matter how hard I tried. I can't get back the feeling of us. Can't get back the feel I was before, and the topic we were talking before.. Silently, it's faded away. I hope someone will come back to us. Someone can share the laugher to us. Someone can walk together with us. And forget about the arrogant.

No matter how, and no matter what. WE will be there for you!

Daniel birthday bash

2008-06-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

8th June 2008
I know im quite a bit late to post this.. Sorry bud!

First of all, LETS SCREAMMMM OUT LOUDDDDDDDDDD~
Happi birthday Daniel. Yea~ It's muh best bud birthday today! Consider best bud? huh? Why I say so? From stranger to a friend. From friend to become muh part of my life! What?!! A part of my life? SHUT UP! Friends are the second most important people in my life! Haha. Err, Daniel! You gam dong mou? LOL Special dedicated to you weiksssss... No doubt, I hardly can found one match 'correct channel' despite from the friends in M'sia in Singapore! Whack me buddies! Hehe. :D

He's damn freaking 'jin' geh ( sorry, I need to announced it! I don't care he is here looking at my blog or not) WAHAHAHAHAHA.. BUT mostly, this are the kind of friends i used to mix with. Sincerely, I really appreciate you guys here all around me. No matter what, YOU guys are the best! Appreciate weikss! Okay, enough for the emotional one. COME BACK TO THE BIRTHDAY BASH!!

Let's get started with the lame one. A birthday song~

Happy birthday to you...... Happy birthday to Daniel. Happy birthday to you. OK! piak piak Too much for him! I can't take it anymore! Go for the pictures readers.. Hehehe ;)

* Started to sing like mad, no doubt. Sing-K again... =.=" [ these is the group i always slack with] *

* moi. connie. carie *

* connie. moi*

* the girlies of the night *

* connie.nah! this is the birthday boy-daniel.carie *

* Moi. Cat *

* Moi.Ou *

* Lucky weiks.. Cat.Moi.Ou.Connie.Carie *

* The luckiest one *

* Connie. Daniel *

* Moi. Daniel *

- Bangkok Day 4 -

2008-06-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

Time to say goodbye to Bangkok- The Heaven. =) I know I took a decade years to post about muh trip. Forgive me buddies. As i mentioned before, I have time limit. Muh working life now is damn freaking busy lately. sigh~ What to do? Ces't la vie.. :D

Cut the crap! Let's go for the pics. Come on.. Don't get mad! I will try to post something new after this. Hehehe..

* Baby - the last day to grab our stuffs *

*Me*

* Bangkok is damn freaking hectic city *

* Baby and I @ Survanabhumi airport Bangkok- before checked in *

* See you again Bangkok- Goodbye =) *

- Bangkok Day 3 -

2008-06-20T20:27:00.000+08:00

Day 3.. Erm.. what i did huh? YEA, Its my shopping day! I got a bit quite sad about today! Coz i not grab much. Anyhow, I show you some of the pictures.

* Moi - MBK Center *

* Baby -MBK Center *

* Baby n i *

* Suan Lum night market *

* The stage *

* The Bar *

* Ta daaaaaaa.. Outcome of today-SIGH~ *

- Bankok Day 2 (Part II) -

2008-06-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to talk. Enjoy th pictures, as im lazy to write. Haha.. No la no la.. im sick by the way. So sad. Sorry for not updating for few weeks. Busy works. works. works. and works. Enjoy the lousy pics i took.

* Big Buddha- let go ( fong sang in cantonese ) *

* Moi *

* Baby *

* Wat pho - known as temple of dawn *

* wat pho - cant snap when the sun dawn coz we need to go before sun dawn.. sigh~ *

* Far away view *

* Baby on the wat pho- we climb up d *

* Baby and I *

* Moi *

* You see how high - mind the step, too narrow *

* Im on the step- im so scareddd *

* Reach down at last *